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LeslieChia`heyheyles.
15 GOING 16 ; 28Oct.
BalestierHill'4e4'08.
I HATE liars, hyprocrites.
Optimistic *
Im emotional.
I have low self-esteem.
Believes in fate&destiny **
# love means giving someone the ability,
to hurt you, trusting that they wont.


✖Craps

Spam all you like. rofl.




✖Yearned

Dedicated.

i just want her to be happy (:
'O' levels ; <16.
Logistics management ;D
Oneweek chalet on this year birthday ;x
A trip to NewZealand ;D
Get on to studies & stop addicting to dota =s
Tongue piercing.
A new wallet !
Have a different living environgment.
A new phone & mp4 !
My princess.


✖Runaways

Good.byes

BLAZE :D
CHARMAINE: D
DEBBIE :D
DOM :D
FELICIA :D
JONATHANYEE :D
KWONGY :D
MICHELLE:D
MELVIN :D
MARILYN :D
QUEENIE :D
SHAWN :D
SYAFIQAH :D
RENYONG :D
VIVIAN:D
VICTORIA :D
WANYEE :D


✖Past

Rewind

February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008


♥ Credits

Thankyou

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✖ Sunday, April 27, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

just check out the latest hits on 987fm, was just those few r&b.
had been listening to one of my fav song, Pictures Of You - The Last Goodnight.
and.. the lyrcis, kinda made me sleep. lmao.
basically, studied for the whole day.
woke up at 11am, wash up, played cs and dota.
went to sarah's hse to study after that.
met ww at amk ard 2pm, then walked to sarah's hse.
know what, when i reach amk hub, after buying yogurt drink, i saw MrsWong.
went to find ww, then walk ard looking for mrswong, nowhere to be found.
called her hp, also no ans lol.
reached sarah's hse, teached her how to study geog, and we were arguing about the chapters to study for SS lol.
conclusion ; Bk3 - chapter 2,4,5,6 Bk4 - chapter 1
after that, me and sarah chiong physics tys, mcq only, if not had sarah stopped, we could have finish all the mcq lol.
while ww study for his SS.
left sarah hse at 6+ went to find kenny tan ah kow and amy @ shaw.
nb, reach there all say leaving. wanted to study for SS de lor -_-
nvm, we walked to whampoa market to have our dinner then bus-ed home.
had nth to do at home, surfed the net for top 100 hits for chinese songs.
ahah, ShiWenBin - WangBuLiao was in it. nicee song.
alright, end here. BYE ;D
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✖ Saturday, April 26, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

lalalas. yawn, what a saturday.
how i hope i was like the past weeks, going out on saturdays.
apparently i cant ;s cause i told myself to study! ;x
didnt sleep well for the whole week, so i slpt from 3am till 5pm today ;D
when i woke up, dad told me my mum was sick.
bought milo and food for her after i bath, but she was still sleep so i had it myself lmao.
switched on music, prepare everything on table.
hahs, started revising my SS, copied down key points.
was in the mood of studying untill 7.45pm, the big match ChelseaVsManUnited.
ahhh, was disappointed with the score >.> 2 : 1
played dota after the match.
gotta sleep early, tml going sarah's hse study ;D
alright end here.


studying is tedious, but i've to be determined.
just like what im feigning now, gotta carry on.
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✖ Tuesday, April 22, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

happy birthday wenwei ~
hmm, sch today was actually fine ;D
reached sch @ 7.15 in the morning, first thing step in class, saw yip scolding d&t pupils.
seriously, i was damn pissed with him.
his students only late for 7mins and he want them to copy tb 3 chapters -.-
i was like, wtf? wanted to scold him lolol.
AND 1 THING, he always use testimonial to threaten us -_-
and i can say, I DONT NEED IT! give me or not give, I DONT CARE.
okay, sch suck! cause of yip! dont wish to elaborate on it.
after erp, went to novena wait for qiang to come.
after that, went to fish&co. have dinner with wenwei,cy,qiang.
considering its wenwei bday, so we had it at fish&co. ;D
err, food was nice. and the best part is, everyone in fish&co. know its wenwei bday!
lololol, the waiters there all sang bday song for wenwei and gave him free icecream+10% discount for our bill ;D thats the trend of fish&co.
err, after that, went home.
thats all, end here!
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✖ Monday, April 21, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

SUNDAY
12.50am. i still cant sleep lols.
wanted to do my chi&amaths hw, but seem to be staring at the paper and thinking sth esle.
dots, tml would be a slpy day for me again.
im gonna finish at least my chi before i slp =/
woke up at 2pm today. after 6hours of slp from 8am.
hahas, maine was so happy after i helmed for her.
anyway, im glad to have a friend like maine ;D
blah, simply played dota and maple the whole day ;s
playing NL isnt simple =/ my dmg is average only. but i man zu le.
with melvin sharing acc with me, he keep stress me to get better claw!
soo, trading 60wa for 60wa 1slot with additional 300m.
everyweek go out, broke lor need pass my last $200 to mel.
last slot = white scroll, 10% liao
gotta concentrate on studies already!!!
after get new claw, train till 16x first, left 30%.
after 16x, really mia maple liao ;x
alright, end here.


it seems that nth could change the fact,
that im thinking of you.
i've worked out every single method that i could, to stop it.
why do things happen this wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!
[/12:57 AM]


✖ Saturday, April 19, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

what a tiring day ytd ;x
err, after sch went home change&bath.
wanted to watch forbidden kingdom.
went down to cathay to buy tickets cause we're afraid tickets sold out -.-
tmd, reach there the sits still fking empty lol.
so nvm, went to parklane first then wait for wenwei, cy and kenny come
soon, deyu, jiawei then both qiang came.
the movie was damn nice, story link up till damn nice.
so after movie, went to parklane look for zhiwen, ian, bryan, shuan, sean, andrew and a few i forgotten who lol.
played lan, then some went home.
so we decided to have prata before we go home.
guess what, zhiwen they all cb eat liao zhao nvr pay rofl.
after that, went to fusion play pool till 2.30am then took cab home.
went home, helped maine do clock quest.
but somehow i fell asleep in the process lol!

just came back from bugis.
boring day, cause ww dont intend to celebrate his bday today.
sooo, we just simply played pool and billard all the way.
wont elaborate cause its boring.
someone said that the way i type very fierce! must change!
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✖ Wednesday, April 16, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

im gonna keep my blog aliveeee ! ;x
hoho, actually i should be on the bed right now, sleeping.
just because maine mentioned sth that made me unable to sleep.
maple friends - melvin, charmaine, randy, shawn, kenny, many many more <3 them.
brothers - jinqiang, wenwei, kennychiang, zhiwen, zhihao, ivan, darry, jovint many many more ~
they make me SMILE ;D
wonderful friends - nel, dom, kennytan, kwong, jon, sarah, teck, many many more including classmates, they make me SMILE ;D
uh, seriously, i love them. whenever im down, tho they're unable to help, but they somehow made me smile (:
gotta summarise today ;x
err, lessons were boring, fell asleep almost every lesson lol.
PastorialCare = scolding lesson rofl.
every PC period we are getting scolded -.-
i know yip is telling us off for our own good, and they do sound logic.
but, WHY would he choose PC period whereby everyone is so damn tired and moodless. zz.
damn nvm, 'learn to takeoff before others do' thats what i tell myself in studies.
hmm, after sch was napfa 5 stations.
&again fucking standing broad jump and chin-up spoil everything.
got a point for chin-up, done with mr lee =/
basket i saw mr leng one all can jump, i do with mrlee must hang first then can go up zz.
did 2 ;s gotta be better!, i want redo!
standing broad jump also another one, fail by 8cm wtfffff.
joke of the day for me, shuttle run rofl.
after getting the 1st block, sliding tackle came out lmao.
slipped off of course, zzzz.
did well for 2nd try tho.
if i passed my standing broad jump, total add tgt 19pts. still a bronze cause i got 1pts for chin-up and standing broad jump.
hmm, after napfa played soccer.
after soccer, went to find ry and went home.

aiks, what define love ?
so, having a crush means love ? rofl.
cant really understand what some ppl are thinking.
i can only say, i really do understand the word 'love'
'love' is a special feeling that you have for the person you loved.
teens now are taking everything for granted, give them 'stead' for few mths for example.
i'll bet that within few weeks, they'll start to become tired of ea other.
what's the mindset of teens now man! rubbish.
do you seen any crush everlasting? i doubt.
what i believed in, friendship that turned into love, will last the longest.
but sometimes, there will be exception.
crush was pushed forward to love. for example, teck?
sometimes i do envies them ;s
life can be unpredictable, who knows one day you will be this and that?
realise your worth, and start a new life.
why should you, because of a girl and ruin your future?
letting go is easy, i suppose.
forgetting the person might be a difficult task for you?
no point making phrases that giving the other party a false attraction.
and because of one tree, you said you wouldnt want another tree.
what's that? utterly rubbish.
losing confidence for the opposite sex leads you to?
it will nvr stop, nvr ever.
who knows one day, your TRUE love came out of nowhere.
to love someone is a suffering compared to being loved by others.
wake up ~~~ for me, & you!!!
time for bedddd.
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✖ Monday, April 14, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

supppppppppppppppppp ~
lmao, 1 wk+ nvr update ;x
everyone rushing me to update, but i really dont know what to post ;s
sth that made me laugh like hell just a moment ago.
maine told me in msn she's dying rofl.
she said when she sneeze, the mucus and bleed came out tgt ! lmao.
guess what she say, ' I DONT WANT DIE SO EARLY '
she thought got what disease -.-
uh, amaths making me headache. whenever i do amaths for more than a hour, i'll start to have headache.
im tired, i post because maine said she hoping for new post everyday -_-
BYE, will update again when im free =/
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✖ Friday, April 4, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

should i tear, or should i be joyful?
once again, i feel myself emo like fuck.
i dont wish to elaborate more, cause letting it out WILL not help me.
just reached home not long, saw ivan and jovint at my father coffeeshop.
chat chat with them awhile.
so long nvr talk to them.. almost let out everything kept inside my heart.
i felt so deceived.. DAMN.


you know i miss you,
who knows where the road will lead us.
only a fool would say,
but if you let me love you.
im sure to love you all the way.
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✖ Thursday, April 3, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

errr, just reached home not long.
hmm, what a day. ytd night, couldnt slp.
i blanked at the ceiling for hours&hours.
i was telling them, everyday i suffer the same problem but what can i do!? lols.
woke up damn late today, end up reaching sch at 7.20 but still managed to walk to parade square before they sang the anthem.
uh, ran 2.4 again! made me damn tired for the whole day.
didnt eat for recess, was having gastric pain till i go back for class for maths test.
hmm overall, that test was easy, only some questions careless T.T
should be getting ard 25/30. still A1 ;x
stayed back for physics revision for sec3 topics @ 5pm.
that time starting raining heavily le.
after that revision, walked down the hill in the heavy rain lol.
me and wenye put our bag into black plastic then he carry down lol.
ww put his bag into wenye's g2000 paper bag lol.
shoes wet, hair wet lmao.
slacked awhile at coffee then call my dad and bro to come fetch me but both not free zz.
so decided to go newton play basketball with ww and sarah.
reached there, tmd the court cannot use -.-
we had nth to do, so we walked back novena to go home.
on bus, studied my ss, guess will be able to score for tml test ;D
gotta go bath now, smelly me rofl.
bye ;D
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✖ Wednesday, April 2, 2008.

Dear Diary ;














ROFL NICE ANOT. new maple cs items ;x
ahaha, mel bought that. tmd laugh like hell.
trained 1hr today, then let mel take over back.
hmm, today woke up at 6.40am. almost late.
reach sch, just nice the gate close so faster rush inside sch.
walked till parade square all sit down le sia, im like the odd 1 out standing lmao.
had f&n test today. went to amk&bugis with classmates.
hmm, gonna buy a new bag soon, my current sling bag always so damn heavy >.>, cause only use 1 side of my shoulder then i alot things inside my bag make it so damn heavy zzz.
uhh, end here.
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