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LeslieChia`heyheyles.
15 GOING 16 ; 28Oct.
BalestierHill'4e4'08.
I HATE liars, hyprocrites.
Optimistic *
Im emotional.
I have low self-esteem.
Believes in fate&destiny **
# love means giving someone the ability,
to hurt you, trusting that they wont.


✖Craps

Spam all you like. rofl.




✖Yearned

Dedicated.

i just want her to be happy (:
'O' levels ; <16.
Logistics management ;D
Oneweek chalet on this year birthday ;x
A trip to NewZealand ;D
Get on to studies & stop addicting to dota =s
Tongue piercing.
A new wallet !
Have a different living environgment.
A new phone & mp4 !
My princess.


✖Runaways

Good.byes

BLAZE :D
CHARMAINE: D
DEBBIE :D
DOM :D
FELICIA :D
JONATHANYEE :D
KWONGY :D
MICHELLE:D
MELVIN :D
MARILYN :D
QUEENIE :D
SHAWN :D
SYAFIQAH :D
RENYONG :D
VIVIAN:D
VICTORIA :D
WANYEE :D


✖Past

Rewind

February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008


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✖ Thursday, February 28, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

HELLO ALL ! ;D
im back to update because no more test&whatsoever !
summaries what i did in the past few days.
monday.
nothing special i guess ?
forgotten everything. i know i had my ss test
late for band thats all ;x
btw, i ask mrslim for my marks for ss.
i got 11/12 ! woo XD first time siak.
during band, boring sectionals.
i keep walk ard slack lmao.
tuesday.
hmm, bio test right ? hahas forget.
studied, hope i get above 30/40 ;x
went back home straight after sch.
OHYA QINGGUI'S bday ! hahas type halfway suddenly xiang dao.
asked nel,dom,andy,jon,rabbito&someone(whom i forgotten is who ;x),
go sakaesushi@bugis with me.
i went home, bath and change clothes.
tmd meet qiang 3pm he 3.35pm then come
so nel they all sit different table with me.
had the buffet package.
cg typical singaporean, tmd so kiasu. first order 20 plate salmon sushi.
all chiong siak, awhile nia all full rofl.
then i faster run to nel table, cause my stomach tell me stop le ;x
nel they all were playing 'zhong ji mi ma'
tmd i play 3 time, i tio 2 times -.-
eat the pea rofl, not bad actually.
then i go back my table,
cbbbb, they order more ! i kena force by qiang to eat -.-
after that, dessert eat that mochi icecream.
told dom they all to get that cause its nice ;D
thennnnnn, nvm that nic kang mother fker.
see we all so full liao, tell the person serve watermelon !
nb, i cannot finish passed to nel and dom eat.
after paying, me and qiang bth. say go toilet pee.
know what when we go inside ?
we were finding cubicle, but all full.
we want to vomit some out LMAO.
nvm, pee first. then see no ppl liao we vomit in the washing area ;x
then when we hear flushing sound, we faster act liao ROFL. ;x
eat until vomit zzzz. power right.
walk walk ard bugis, waited ww to come down.
went to play pool@fusion.
long time no play, aiming rusty liao.
still rmb.. the past life. everyday fusion arbo is 269 sit down drink icelemon tea.
if not.. play lan. what kind of life is that !? ;x
after play finish went home.
wednesday !
hmm ? physics test.
suprisingly i know how to do all the questions ! ;x
i studied somehow ;x cause ytd night when i study, i fell asleep.
after sch the career seminar, i was hyper active siak.
keep ans the questions.
okay lah, i know what course im suppose to take le. ;D
im gonna go into f&b MANAGEMENT, logistics management
see hor is f&b management, not f&b culinary skills ;x i dont like to cook.
logistics, one of the popular engineering course now, cut off point for 08 was 15 i guess ?
after those fun, went to ljs eat. ordered the salad and the potato chips.
both were sides, so total plus drink $8 lmao.
after that, went home. played dota, sleep awhile wake up play dota again ;x
thursday, today !
got back physic's test results, got 17 ! careless okay T.T
mcq got 1 mark -.- behind tmd all i know the ans but wrote in wrong way !
how to make the guitar to the correct sound ?
i wrote 'adjust the tension of the string'
ans ; 'loosened the string' wtf ? i know is loosened but i just wrote adjust T.T
then.. my calculator made me lose another 1 marks.
170 divide by 0.5 = 3.4 ? wtf is 340 T.T
nvm, i PASSED. i guess my sci will be b3orb4 bah ? ;x
haven get my bio results, tml will be getting !
then, during amaths.. wum show us the CA marks. sian i fail lmao.
trigo test fail, differenciation failed too lmao.
nel more cham both trigo&differenciation passed but still fail overall duno why.
was quite disappointed, 1 sub down ! hope rest 6 passed.
went to suntec after sch for something relating to our career.
well, all the exhibitions there were private schs.
didnt have gd impression of them thou, took some time to walk ard the whole hall.
kwong they all.. say liao tgt eat ! they mia. asked kenny call them. cant get through.
nvm, then we walked till mac, saw them ! we were like wtf !?
we thought they eat already, then me, kenny, teck, wallace so on, went to food court eat.
after that found out that, they didnt eat at macs. so went to eat with them after dismissal.
went to pastamania, though i eat le, i wan try their salad ;x
so i ordered salad, was nice because it cost me $5 lmao. i love salads ;x
nel they all order pizza. we&qiang go bring qinggui come
on the way i bought anderson's icecream.
lmao, ate alot today ;x
after that, walk walk awhile in suntec
walk passed swensens, kwong just nice have the coupon buy 1 get 1 free.
qiang also bought the mango icecream.
walk pass the small water fountain, all retard throw money inside make wish ;x
took pics standing infront of the fountain ;D
after that bring nel,dom,wenye,sarah to bugis mrt.
then went home with bus.
thats all ! im going to slp right now.


coincidence kills.
temptation kills too.
i'll start it, with everything.
[/11:19 PM]


✖ Sunday, February 24, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

just woke up from some half dead sleep lmao.
ytd was kokbua bday celebration, celebrate in party world.
after watching movie with classmates,
went to find kokbua they all.
reach there, saw alot long time no see BROTHERS'
first person talk to me&wenwei, was ivan.
he say alot da dao li, but i know he just want us be happy.
nvr seen a bunch of guys shed tears right,
zhiwen,ivan,ian&me, we sit tgt talk talk we shed tears lols.
so long if im alive one day, we are all hia di kia, brothers all the way.
reach there, sing sing awhile 8pm go liao, at that moment only drink 2 cup.
nvm, jovint's martel got leftover, raw de.
then i solo finish it, rofl.
ofcos i mabo, lmao.
made ppl takecare for me, thanks guys.
after they went ljs eat, went to parklane.
the kick come liao, my head spinning, dizzy.
i know i've sth to tell wanyee, then i was trying to be sober by lying on the machine lols.
when im so much okay, i heard she left lols.
cy called her come back, sry wanyee wasted your time.
i can tell everyone in the world,
but the most impt thing is you know that.
sit sit awhile more, flag cab home.
reach home, didnt even bath -.-
straight lie on bed slp till now ;x
happy birthday kokbua, we had fun.
&my mother know i drank alot, rofl. cause my liqour smell is really damn strong.
alright, end here.
[/7:57 AM]


✖ Saturday, February 23, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

friday.
well, the reason why im posting at this time is because i just woke up lmao.
ytd, i really didnt have the mood to switch on my com because i overheard sth.
im getting any paranoid, but its the facts.
after i watched finish 'the beautiful scent' the 7pm drama.
i found out that fact must be the fact ! rofl.
think you guys wont understand what im trying to tell.
its okay, i guess i'll be fine soon.
cause, i dreamt of sth just now ;x ahaha.
ytd band was fun, yixin was here. ;D
miss her much actually, took so much effort to teach us last time.
when mrleng was clearing the mistakes by the brasses,
woodwinds all damn sian, i also almost fell asleep.
yixin sit behind us, fell asleep lmao.
after band, went to ljs to eat with ry&yuketin.
reach home ard 7pm.
watch tv, 8pm slp liao.
what can i say, i changed alot this yr.
attidude wise, behaviour wise. all changed.
last yr, i always care abt the class things.
this yr, i simply like heck care, i only do what im suppose to do.
i get more concentrated in class no matter what.
another someone told me, whats the point of loving someone whose heart is not with you?
(saw from 7pm drama) its not wrong loving her, but wrong, if you persist loving her?
i had some problem understanding too, why.
then, i realised.
its not his fault, my fault.

saturday.
damn it, i feel damn dulan now.
i went to sch, took bus & LEFT MY WALLET IN THE BUS.
zzz. i called the sbs service they said the bus i took reach and left already,
the bus driver didnt pass anything to the counter.
damn lah, its not the money inside.
my ic i just got for 2 days, my name cards. my letters from friends. WTHHHHH!
most of all, the nagging from parents! &the wallet was my bday gift.
how unlucky can i be? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.



我只能默默地守护着你, 爱着你,
但是永远, 永远不能和你在一起.
应为你永远都不会明白.
[/6:46 AM]


✖ Thursday, February 21, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

thur!
hoho, i guess i'll be fine just in few days (:
was expected that today will be long, tiring day.
i experienced sth today that made my mind blanked for awhile.
it happened during amaths, i dropped my bottle.
i tried to pick up, but due to the wind,
it flew awhile furthur and furthur..
so i decided not to chase for it :/
&i believed im not destined to pick it up lmao.
suddenly, i flashed back into some scenarios.
my mind was blanked for awhile, then kept thinking of it.
if wanna know what exactly happened, ask me personally ;x
ofcos, this affects me in amaths. but i manage to get back to class.
during recess, zhiwen's gf power.
zhiwen not listening to her, she straight scold 'chaojiby can listen to me anot' rofl!
zhihao also another one, nb keep ask me blah blah. then scold his brother after his brother ignore him when he asked him for psp lol.
when walking back to class, kwong ask me wanna go take ic anot, then i said okay.
he went back class took the slip, come down office claim IC.
after taking right, his reaction was .. lmao.
he like damn excited. finally have IC.
after sch, wander ard in sch awhile, wanna find jinqiang.
finally, found him.
after that, chat chat awhile, went to novena find renyong,nel,dom,kwong,teck cant rmb all ;x
interview&resume thingy was boring again.
after that thingy, went to have dinner with nel,dom,kwong,andy,rabbito,jon,luke,sq.
they always wanna eat at kopitiam cause cheap -.-
i say wan go ljs they dont want :/ tmd a meal also want save money zz
my bus came ler, saw kamal in the bus.
chat with him abt studies&abt sth ;x
i think he have same thinking with me, he wanna work hard for this year.
so i asked him, quit ler mah. he said haven lols.
then he said ' if only.. ixxxxa nvr said those words to me, i would have quitted liao'
rofl! i guess you guys can guess dao ;x
reach home, was thinking abt what happened during amaths again.
dangdang, end here.


i know the fault lies with me!
i know the fault lies with me!
but what can i do, i changed..
[/6:34 PM]


✖ Wednesday, February 20, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

wedddd!
felt so much better,
didnt eat my medicine & felt much better lmao.
what logic lmao, but seriously without medicine, sch was so much better!
maybe because i slpt enough for ytd.
slpt at ard 9.30pm ytd, was coughing like hell.
laopeh laobu kaopeh kaobu say they cant slp cause im coughing tremendously rofl.
brought my cotton jacket to sch & i realised that i really slim down alot! ;x
now the jacket look so big, kwong can even be inside the jacket and zipped up.
hahas, indeed a great achievement ;x
in sch, boring lessons.
went to square hse, played soccer.
was tiring thou, but we had fun ;D
share cab home with ry after that.
eat dinner&medicine.
tired liao. nights all!
end here.


unchanged.
undetected.
[/9:46 PM]


✖ Tuesday, February 19, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

why do this stupid virus come to my body at this time.
it make me feels damn lah. zzzz
stressed abt sch work, distracted ... , nagged by mother.
fked up. i hate this, i wish i coulda end my life right now.
tues !
tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
attending sch when im sick, really makes me tired like hell.
i bth liao, maybe not going sch tml.
today's maths test, though i studied.
i found out that what i studied was all wrong lmao.
didnt attend few lessons, was using my 'own understanding',
to understand probability.
nvm, did the paper, just try my best.
today those 2 periods de, either im day-dreaming or slping.
after sch still have the interview&resume thingy.
makes me like dying.
im having flu, cough, sorethroat.
alright end here.


once again,
i knew it lies on me.
once again,
i knew im jeopardizing everything.
[/7:30 PM]


✖ .

Dear Diary ;

monday!
nbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.
went to sch today was actually damn awake okay!
morning in parade sq, took my medicine
from that moment hongkan liao.
drink the cough syrup, so drowsy.
dont feel like eating during recess actually,
but renyong ask me buy sth because ltr eat medicine,
so caringl siol ;x
i bought a bread smuggle out.
eat 1 more time medicine can really want my life,
i cant concentrate to class, the class was so boringgggggggg -.-
during assembly was almost slping for the whole programme.
&&still got band, must tong :/
yaozu teach junior, nth to talk much with liufang.
then i somemore fall asleep during warm-up LOLS.
liu fang suddenly elbow me, i thought what happened lmao.
band dismissed, waited for yuketin to finish his meeting.
me, renyong, yuketin waited for bus tgt.
just nice got sit for us at the bus-stand.
nb wait for the bus like 20mins-.-
i fell asleep before ww came down zzz.
was damnnnn tired, reach home, bath wear boxers nia, toh on bed LMAO.
woke up at 3am ;x
not gonna slp, preparing to go sch ;D
end here.


i wanted to have a better glance of you,
i wanted to see you with a smile,
but it seems not happening.
but i knew,
that love for you would be everlasting
again, love cant be forced.
i believe in fates, it takes 2 hands to clap.
[/3:20 AM]


✖ Sunday, February 17, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

sunday !
slpt at 2am ytd.
woke up at 1pm lmao. 11hrs ! duno why slpt for so long.
after bathing, went to buy food.
eat liao, omg like pig feel damn slpy lie on bed slp liao.
nvm, wake up liao my sis told me wanyee talked to her.
i told wanyee ytd, if she managed to call my sis go back co,
i treat her a good meal lmaos.
went to cut my hair at ard 7.45pm
tmd go the salon, so many ppl make me wait for 1hr
he only took 10mins to cut my hair why make me wait !
but nvm, he cut nice lol.
reach home, bath and going slp.
running nose, heaty in my throat. :/
end here.
[/9:46 PM]


✖ .

Dear Diary ;

saturday !
woke up at 10.30am.
missed today amaths erp again, didnt manage to wake up.
cab-ed to amk, go sarah's house to bai nian.
first thing go there, gamble liao lols.
nb, was damn suay. be banker, they play 20cents nia
i can lose till $10 then, bth liao change banker lol.
lucky, earn back some money invest on andrew chan,
the most lucky person.
in the end, omg invest $6,
play 3 round nia, win ard $5 power lol.
left her hse at ard 5pm,
went to cine, wanted to watch p.s i love you.
reach there, full -.-
bo bian, watch ah long again.
went to parklane play lan after that,
then go eat with qiang.
meet qinggui, talk talk awhile, they pei me go lavender take cab
feel so tired, * sian 1/2 -
end here.


called for help,
but to no avail.
hate the facts,
but to accept it.
[/12:57 AM]


✖ Friday, February 15, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

tues, wed, thurs&friday, today.
this few days was sooooo tired for me.
stressed up with exams. bothered with something.
tues studied for f&n test till 2am.
wed went out, came back home studied for amaths.
ytd, went out too relax abit. but still, so stressed up.
today ! was like half dead, seriously didnt want to go sch today.
dont feel like typing anymore, damn tired.
sry guys.

i feel a change in me,
but i just cant seem to figure it out.
just went i knew everything seems right,
the 'hurt' comes in.


-all that i wanna say to her.
obstacles that comes by,
allowing them to ruin ,
acting as if nth had happened.
this isn't what i hoped for, you know
but had the guilty pleasure,
of seeing it coming.
in dreams that kept me up at night
tormenting to no end,
you were always off and running.
obstacle comes in, i'd ask.
hopelessly hoping, but secretly know
the answer.

if i have a wish right now,
i would definitely wants to,
hear your voice when i wake up,
looking at your beautiful eyes,
with your fingers crossing with mine,
&that heartbeat beating with yours.
i knew you were special to me,
could nvr had this feeling for anyone other than you.
love and a cough cannot be hid.
you once made me happy,
&once made me sad.
forget the past,
we'll walk away.
you showed care for me,
showing love for me as if you're someone related to me.
i don't know whats your mindset,
but i know i felt so different for you,
i knew i loved you.
why not we give ea other another chance,
allowing me to tell you 'girlfriend, iloveyou'.
[/7:13 PM]


✖ Monday, February 11, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

monday!
was looking foward to it. duno why =s
go sch, boring liaos. nvr do all the cny homework.
first one chi, kpkb liaos. zzz
nvm, after that suddenly rmb got geog test -.-
lmaos, was actually copying de. i put damn obvious then teacher saw take away.
i was surprised, i was able to do without copying ;x
1a;wrote 1 page. 1b;couldnt finish but wrote 3/4 page. too much things to write hahas.
wed, f&n test. i prepare to score for that too. alot chapters i till now haven study :/
nvm, tml after ERP straight chiong home study liaos.
before assembly, ss was most slack ss liao. we at there play and laugh teacher nvr scold lols.
wanyee cham keep tio disiao. lmao
kwong also another one cham de, tio slap by wanyee during assembly :o
2.15pm, co ppl go can go home.
then i was like saying 'bye pig' for 3 times no reply from the pig LOLS.
actually wasnt plan to go to band cause kenny chiang treating us pizza.
but i say i cant go, cause today band learning new song ><
fell in love with band ~ ;x so decided to go band =p
was trying to get the sound that mrleng wants, only liufang&yaozu can do it ):
nvm, gonna try very hard ! hahas.
after band, saw eugene. he says he got a work in cine.
glad for him, hopes he do well. &&turn up to the boy's home asap.
the longer he drag, he will get heavier punishment.
then, mrkoh saw eugene with me&yuketin.
took same bus as mrkoh, then he ask us why eugene is here lmao.
speechless duno how to say, den yuketin duno reply him what.
hais, hope eugene one day will hui tou shi an, turn over a new leaf.
reached home, bathe and used com.
gonna do my chi,maths,journal ;D
slping quite late tonight.
end here.


its normal that friends do mistakes,
so its normal to forgive&forget too x)
upon thinking that the person you wanna be with,
but the person might not have the same thinking as you.
but i hope, things should be clarified or you'll live with regrets.
[/9:49 PM]


✖ Sunday, February 10, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

usual sunday, at home rot.
woke up at 12pm, sit infront of com stare awhile. then go wash face.
sth's bothering me -.- but i dont know what.
woke up, saw sotong`zhu msn msg. telling me that cj7 out in the webby.
she gave me the link, then i watch. thanks sotong`zhu ;D save me $10 ;x
watch halfway, nb stop buffer liao.
so i go play dota loh, play awhile go maple.
song, sell my items 1b liao ;x very long nvr see so many digits de =p
was too boring, called jinqiang, wenwei and qinggui for dinner.
i say want eat nice de, wanna bring them to the wongkok restaurant.
jinqiang was the sabo kia bring us go sakae teppanyaki.
1 set meal $20, 4 person eat $95 inclusive GST. lols.
finish eating, go qiang's fren house.
when leaving, qiang drop his wallet, i saw then keep ;x
damn funny, he duno sia. then walk till downstairs i return him lmao.
bus-ed home. gonna slp soon.
end here.


cant imagine what i want now,
going mad.
[/10:42 PM]


✖ Saturday, February 9, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

friday.
woke up at ard 3pm.
used com, ard 6pm go grandma house for dinner again.
go there, long time no see de relatives all say i slim down lmaos ;x
i got ard 15 cousins. among them, 80% were girls. lols.
all those ugly ducklings last time become swan liao.
&hor, those younger than me de all boys -.-
played ban lat with relatives, shared cost with mummy.
total lose $5 lmao.
my aunt was the banker, the dragon(chinese horo).
tmd eat money, all lose only banker win lols.
went home after that.
rot at home till 1am -.- then slp liao.
today, woke up at 1pm.
played dota till 5pm then mummy call me go downstairs eat.
so now im going out !
will update after im back ;D

2.10am.
just came back from guild outing.
went to meet them at ard 7pm. was late lols.
watched kunfu dunk again :/
show start at 10pm, so we went to drink again.
ghey so weak, drink abit nia cannot liao ;x in the end i drink for you =p
after show, went to play 1 match dota.
after playing, came out of parklane saw jinqiang,cy,ww,jianqiang.
so qiao lmaos, they went to watch cj7.
actually i want watch de lorh, but i no hp they cannot contact me -.-
among kunfu dunk, ahlong pte ltd, cj7, they say cj7 best liao.
i wanna watch cj7 asap ~
cabbed home after chatting with them.
tired, dizzy -.-
end here.


do you know,
my dream valentine was you.
[/6:33 PM]


✖ Thursday, February 7, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

once again, HAPPY CNY ALL ! collect more angbaos today ! =p
woke up at 12.3o pm. slpt at 4.3oam ytd.
went to chinatown ytd to watch firecrackers
i was thinking, when we come out of station cfm is packed de.
surprisingly, its wasnt. not like that time for new year countdown -.-
supposingly was to meet dom,andrew,jon but i was late for 1hr lmao.
then meet cy,ww,siewfung.
the firecrackers was omg lah. nth special ~.~
like machine gun nia, 'pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa pa' then finish lols.
nvm, still got other programme =p
went to grand cathay to meet jinqiang&some other hongwen seniors o.o
watched kungfu dunk. ;D
a rather touching show than a kungfu show.
jaychou(fangshijie) was abandoned by his parents when he was young
he grew up in a kungfu sch&was talented.
one day, he created trouble in a nightclub and was expelled frm the sch.
then, a guy saw his talented aiming power brought him to play basketball.
fangshijie reasons for playing basketball was to find his parents.
okay lah, dont tell you more =p ownself go watch ;D
after watching, from cathay walked to bugis the guanyin temple.
praypray XD.
cabbed home after that, reach home jitao toh on bed lmaos. too tired.
i finally found the theme song of the coming soon movie 'sky of love' heavenly days ;D

went to grandma house to collect angbao ard evening time
not all relatives were there, so tml will be still visiting other relatives to get more angbao ! ;x
after having dinner there, went back home.
was meeting jinqiang they all to watch movie at 11pm.
but then nobody inform me what time -.- cause i haven get myself a hp yet(ever since i lost it last december rofl).
i thought it was cancelled :/
then suddenly, wanyee asked me at ard 1opm 'i thought you going out with cy?'
i 'huh' lmaos.
i called jinqiang then he say he thought i will aga timing cause the show is 11pm -.-
nvm, i pia cab down jus nice 11.1opm still can go in what.
i reach there, they told me they change show ! =S
instead of watching CJ7, we watched ahlong pte ltd. 2am de show -.-
ahlong pte ltd, not bad bah, but ending sucks lmao.
went to parklane play dota to pass time.
played 2 matches. &im the only one won both matches ;x hahahah all noobs! JK =p
during the show, cb the deyu sit beside me.
like one big gorrilla beside me LOLS. knn keep play popcorn zzz.
after the show was like 4am? lols. walked frm grand cathay to lavender
power right ? LOLS. send fren go home, reach lavender liao ard 5am, cabbed home.
thats all for today ! end here.


everything was a nightmare-
how i wish,
nothing had happened.
obsessed in you.
i carried on, knowing that ...
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✖ Wednesday, February 6, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL ;D
jus had my dinner.
as usual, no reunion dinner, parents too busy working. this had been going on for 2yrs.
hais, what to do. could only wait till when we go our grandma hse to have our reunion dinner.
lunar new year always not a happy occasion for me.
exception for collecting angbao LOLS.
valentine's day coming, reminds of Linken Park-Valentine's day.
'and the clouds above move closer, looking so dissatisfied. and the ground below grew colder, as they put you down inside, but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing. so now you're gone, and i was wrong, i never knew what it was like, to be alone. ON THE VALENTINE'S DAY~ blah'
i memorised the lyrics okay! ;D
today, sch was rather tiring, though its was half day.
had to reach sch early, for band performance.
high expectations from mrleng, time for warming up was tight.
but everything went smooth ;D
after performing, went to keep our instrument, then went up to the hall.
dance, choir, wushu performed.
after that, was announcement for winners for class deco, fashion design costume.
glad to know that, our class 4e4'o8 won both ! GRATS GRATS =p
went to ljs to have breakfast after leaving sch.
met eugene, the full-time gangster LOLS.
went home, played dota/maple, had a nap.
and now im going out to watch firecrackers with classmates in china town!
excited lorh, first time in my life to watch firecrackers. ^^
okay, end here.


i knew it was there,
i pretended and moved on.
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✖ Tuesday, February 5, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

sth wrong with my blog ><. had to wait for my sis to help me -.-
as usual, cabbed to sch. this time is my sis! so late wake up.
boring day, tuesday. most hated day, double period all the way till PE.
fall down during PE, because of wallace. bastard, kaikiat carried me on the back then wallace scare me then i fall down. landed on my right wrist, damn pain luh. i asked him what if i cant perform for tml band how?! lmaos.
last period;amaths. somehow i felt, i hadnt been putting enough effort for amaths.
didnt do hw, practice them. amath really needs alot of practice :/
for the past mths i've been doing amaths TYS for few chapters. then stop le -.- cause i really duno how do them zzz.
stayed back for ss ERP, f&n ERP. after that helped mrswong with the fashion design costume.
went home after that.
felt like dying with my super dry sore throat -.-i guess i gonna slp early today.end here.

love means giving someone the ability to hurt you,
trusting that they wont.
i showed nth, but attidude.
i guess, i guess, i've to let go
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✖ Monday, February 4, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

damn, i didnt sleep ytd LOLS. played dota with melvin.
made myself sick today in sch.
cab to sch at 650am, went to class straight.
reach sch still okayokay, but after i took my cough medicine, feel like DYING! nnb :/
sooooooooooo dizzy&feel like vomitting.
slpt all the way in a corner during assembly lols.
whole day of sch is like, 'zzz' lmaos. BAD DAY!
when assembly finishes, omg i feel sooo energetic cause band gonna start! =p maybe because today we rehearsing our performance on wed.
fell in love with band ):
ohya, forget bring my flute today LOLS. in the end use condemmed flute zzz.
CO and BAND rehearsal together. &band made themself malu LOLS.
we brokedown =S
its not we cant play! maybe distracted, not focus enough zzz.
seriously, regretted for not attending band last whole year.
i wanted have a part in the band committee. hais. but its not too late to be committed. (:
got my bandtee also, seriously was damn happy XD.
went home, had dinner and blogged! (:

okay, i wanna share sth which happen on last sat ^^
went out with renyong,teckcheng,kwong&kianwei.
kwong bought his polotee, me and renyong bought our canvas shoe.
when we met teck, i was at there 'omg' LOLS. he looks like an ex-convict LMAO.
he shaved botak, hahahahas.
kwong was damn cute la, everything also took free popcorns, MILK! (for him to grow)
when they all went home, i go to meet my maple friends.
JumpAndShoot`ghey,Zer0fact0r`melvin,xblueblack`randy,Zizu,Linnie.
went to some kinda pub at parklane watch soccer and had some liqour.
then, we went to lan for scrolling LOLS.
i finish scrolling my helm! 24dex. 1 30%,7 70% (:
ghey scroll tio 2 12dex warrior btm, zizu passed 2 helm 70%
melvin tio 20str warrior top
LASTLY RANDY;BOMB HELM LOLS.
we had been persuading him to throw 30 in his helm&finally he said OKAY LAH!
we bought the scroll for him ^^, pick up nia he straight throw.
'Item has been destroyed' LMAO LA!
he said, phuajiby * slam keyboard! HAHAS.
so fun luhs.
okay end here. (:

PLS DON'T JUST READ AND RUN. TAG PLS T_T
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✖ Sunday, February 3, 2008.

Dear Diary ;

YO! ;D
omg, my first post yet i dont know what to write about. lmaos.
wasted 3hrs++ doing this blog -.-
hahas, thanks to my sis, without my sis's help i wouldn't had been able to this stage :/
though haven finish, i'll finish it asap T.T
okay, i need to go do my homework liao. tml then update ;D

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